Dear you,

Its just so hard to find someone you can talk to that both calms you and takes your mind off of things. Maybe that's why I feel so left behind. I know it wasn't the intention.

And its all so silly because I probably don't mean much to you at all. My friend, my...complication. I don't know what you are anymore. I'd hit or ignore any other guy to call me "baby" or "lover." Not you, I'm not even sure why. Its all on this silly, stupid, unexplainable realm.

I do have others to talk to, often. I have plenty of female friends who I don't even blink twice at when they call me little things (darling, dear, lovey, doll). Who wrote these rules?

Its the long conversations I miss. Challenges to fuck up and find something the other may not like (though I seem to be better at that as you're more picky than I am).

Strange and random talks about nothing, music and everything.

But it comes down to one thing: I can't talk to you anymore.

It was nice when you rushed to talk to me, but those days are few the busier you get. I don't want to have to beg for your attention, as much as I missed it.

I think you spoiled me.

I can hear the tick of the clock,
Too close to my head.
It's giving me a headache,
To think of all,
Of all the tick tocks,
I've ever heard,
Only one second counted
Now didn't it,
Once long ago.
It was like an atom bomb went off in my house,
And everybody left.
I wish I were a superhero like the X-Men in the comics,
'Cause maybe then I could've withstood the blast.
Oh but I shattered like an ordinary sheet of glass,
And there's not enough superglue in the world.

How long...how long...how long
till I feel whole again
How long...how long...how long
till I feel whole again.

Oh I wish I were just like the T1000 in Terminator 2,
'Cause he could melt back together again,
Even after Schwartznegger blew him to bits.
Yeah he was mean, but he knew exactly who he was.
Oh, and incidentally, so did that guy, Kiser Soze,
In Usual Suspects, but he had to blow his whole family away.

How long...how long...how long
till I feel whole again
How long...how long...how long
till I feel whole again.

I wish I could lie,
I wish I didn't care,
I wish I could like just like that guy.
I wish I could lie,
I wish I didn't care,
I wish I could like just like that guy.
I wish I could lie,
I wish I didn't care,
I wish I could like just like that guy.

I can hear the tick of that clock,
Still close to my head
Maybe if I couldn't hear the seconds pass,
I wouldn't have to ask:

How long...how long...how long
till I feel whole again
How long...how long...how long
till I feel whole again.

How long...how long...

Well, I finally did it. I buckled down and finished the chapter. Let's hope I can complete this challenge!!!

( into the fold... )

• 10:57 oops. passed out cold during the game. apparently i win at the game of LIfe and am poetic when half-awake. #
• 10:58 @neilhimself Coraline probably will beat PinkPanther 2 for obvious reasons. #

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Title: Into the Fold
Genres: Horror
Characters: Taylor Hanson, Jessica Hanson, OCs
POV: Liv Weston
Rated: R
Warnings: language, violence and horror
Summary:
Liv Weston dreams of something other than her everyday life she once loved so much. When the news exposes a long kept secret by the government gone out of control her world is turned upside down. Not even all the books Liv read could pull her out of the mess she wanted nothing to do with. A news photographer approaches her seeking a cure to the epidemic spreading around the world. Deep down Liv knows Taylor isn't all that he seems to be.




( so it begins... )

By Rennie Dyball

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Make way for the newest Hanson!

Taylor, the middle brother of the rock trio Hanson, and his wife Natalie welcomed a son, Viggo Moriah, on Tuesday in Tulsa, Okla., they tell PEOPLE exclusively.

"Viggo is doing great. He is the perfect early Christmas gift," the couple says of their 8 lb., 5 oz. arrival. "We look forward to being home to enjoy the holidays with him and his very excited brothers and sister."

Viggo joins older brothers Ezra, 6, and River, 2, and sister Penelope, 3. The growing Hanson family also includes their cousins, Isaac and Zac's kids, Everett, 1, Shepherd, 6 months, and Monroe, 5 months.

Taylor, 25, and Natalie, 24, announced in August that they were expecting.

Taylor and his bandmate brothers recently released Take the Walk, a book chronicling their experiences working to fight AIDS and poverty in Africa. They plan to get back into the studio early next year and hope to release a new album by the summer.


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Dear God, I just want to know, does he hate his children?  For real?  Viggo Moriah?

Hanson brings me constant amusement.

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- Carrie Bradshaw | Sex and the City (Season 4: I Heart NY)