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24 February 2010 @ 11:47 am
// Baby, you're my ride.  
Each morning I wake up to a new email from Jesse.

If anyone else were to call me "baby," I'd hurt them. I've never let a guy get away with giving me such a pet name. He's taken to calling me baby, I never corrected him the first time and thought it wouldn't continue. I was wrong, somehow it doesn't bug me since its coming from him. He even manages to get away with "lover." I know, its utterly ridiculous.

He worries me at times with how much he works, with how hard he works. So few tell him to actually slow down, it amazes me. Yesterday's email really worried me, he admitted he was starting to see imaginary circles and about to fall asleep in his food.

I'm becoming slowly zombified, each day blurs into the next.

Yesterday was decent - I napped, read a book, watched the Olympics, made pancakes for dinner, worked on my project for Jesse, watched TV w/ my Grandma Gayle.

I can't sleep anymore though. I get by with naps, try to sleep but I wind up staring into the dark, feeling restless. Sometimes I'll doze for an hour, but wake up feeling more drained than ever.
Current Mood: restlessrestless
Current Music: MOVIE - Every Breath (Judd Nelson)
.bentbones on February 24th, 2010 07:29 pm (UTC)
ugh. i know how it feels to sleep and wake up feeling groggy.

i've been trying to get up earlier but when you don't have a job, its kind of pointless. =/
♥ girl.: glasses - penny.beigestockings on February 24th, 2010 07:43 pm (UTC)
when we move in together, and you can't sleep, we'll build a fort and sleep on a feather mattress underneath, whispering secrets to each other and getting lightheaded from the wine we'll drink.
Val: People» ZQ »Quintos got teh mad skillzwendies on February 24th, 2010 08:38 pm (UTC)
I've had trouble sleeping too. =/
america220america220 on February 25th, 2010 01:25 am (UTC)
awww the whole baby thing is adorable. that's something that would make me smile a lot.

I know what you mean about feeling zombified. ehg. =/
:)sexy_hair_boy on February 25th, 2010 02:39 pm (UTC)
I'm the same way. I hate stupid pet names like that but Braydon can call me them and I'm ok with it.